The Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day
That was today
I slightly contemplated jail
then I remembered how hard I worked to get out of my angry space
I’ve been praying to have more grace and mercy for people
Today was a prime example of how I needed it for myself
Nothing in today’s standard was perfect
I was pissed for a good 4ish hours
It was the snowball effect
1 thing after another
It reminded me of TQs song Daily (early ‘00s throwback about a terrible day, also a bop)
I tried to pray it out
talk it out
And I still felt so frustrated and trampled
So I sat
And realized that I probably won’t remember this day next week
Then some more stuff happened
And my soul got so wearied that I just stopped.
Let time do whatever the hell it wanted to do and said
My anxiety was through the roof.
I was over here hoping someone would excuse my mistakes.
Yet I wouldn’t let myself live it down.
Mistakes are common.
Everybody makes them.
No use in beating yourself up about it
Find correction and move on.
Tomorrow has to be better.